I have been thinking about you and Matthew a lot this past week as on October 29th our friends lost their 3 month old baby girl Nichole to SIDS. Seeing the toll that this loss has taken on them is devastating.
I just tell you again how wonderful it is to have a place like this site where you can write to Matthew and just honor him. We continue to pray always for your family and that people who see this site can see that God is always there through every step of the way and although we wonder why we cannot question his plan. Sometimes I think God is lucky enough to pick his angels that surround him and he takes the perfect ones earlier than others.
Sending our love -Debbie Wax, bhp/datsdwax Nov 14 2008 From one mother who has lost a son, to another! I honor my son every day with his my memories of him; as you do for Matthew. I am so thankful to Melanie for introducing me to this website! My son would have just turned four. Time does not heal this pain, and i am far from an understanding of the answer to all the "why's". Share his story, help his memory stay alive! **in memory of our boys, maybe they have met in heaven** -Lauren Gates Nov 12 2008 matthew, we miss you and love you with all our hearts. this is for you.
a special boy came our way and bloomed but for the shortest stay he spreads his wings in heavens skies our little daredevil will soar so high
Can't you feel him as he stirs up the wind he's making it blow fast across your skin do you see him in the leaves he scatters having a ball thats all that matters
Matthew our darling little one Keep on playing and having fun Know that our hearts love you much And all our lives you have touched.
-Aunt Teresa and Uncle Johnny Nov 11 2008 We are always thinking about you. -Patti Nov 11 2008 I was just thinking about you today and wanted to stop by and give you kisses goodnight!!
-Melanie Johnson Nov 10 2008 omg, that is so amazing. . .wow. We love you Matthew! -Tara Nov 10 2008 November 10, 2008
My 2 1/2 year old grandson and I were out gardening in our front yard at the end of August, when we found a baloon with blue and white decorations. It had a beautiful note for Matthew from his Aunt Sammie.
I was very touched and just wanted to let you know your website for Matthew is just as special as what we found under our big peaceful tree. Peace to you. -Annette Skinner and Joshua Eichman Nov 10 2008 Wow. Now I see hoe hard it is to lose a child to SIDS.
-Bridget O'Connor bhp/oconnortwins Nov 08 2008 Hi Matthew. -Marilyn and Alexis Nov 03 2008 Hi Miller Family,
We are keeping you in our prayers as we know that despite a years passing this journey of healing is a long road with ups and downs. Matthew is surely so proud of his big sister and so thankful for his Mommy and Daddy working so hard to keep his gravesite so nice and kept. It looks like a really peaceful place to remember his sweetness.
So our continued thoughts and prayers.. we think of you all often. -Sending our love, The Wax Family, bhp/datsdwax Oct 21 2008 Hi Denise, You did a wonderful job on Matthew's grave site. I am sure he is loving all the fall decorations. You are such a special mom. Matthew we all hope you have a wonderful Halloween in heaven! We think of you often. God bless you and your family! -Sending love, Stacey G. & kids Oct 21 2008 Matthew, I don't have words to say what I am feeling and thinking. Just know that you are loved and missed every single day and our lives will never be the same. Carmen will grow up knowing her "Angel Cousin". We love you and your family so very much. I know you are watching over them and know how much they love and miss you, as well. -Auntie Jamie, Uncle Joel and new Cousin Carmen Oct 16 2008 Denise, Braydon and I are thinking about your family. We are praying for you, loving you guys from afar, and our hearts are breaking with yours for the loss of Matthew. You guys are so wonderful, and you have such a beautiful angel watching over you. God Bless you!
-Brenna and Braydon Ballestero Oct 16 2008 Matthew, we love you and miss you everyday. -Auntie Sammie and Uncle Davey Oct 15 2008 Sweet Matthew ~ we are thinking of you and your precious family today. -~Trepp Family Oct 15 2008 Hi Matthew!
We wanted to let you know that we think of you often, and especially today, the day you became a sweet angel. You have an amazing family, and we all see the joy you continue to bring into their lives. You are loved by many Sweet Matthew! God bless.....
-The Lagapa-Barcinas Family -bhp/kekoalagapa-barcinas Oct 15 2008 A year ago today God recived one of the most beautiful angels ever. A year ago today your hearts became sad & empty inside. Today our prayers our with you as you still heal from Matthew leaving you so early. God Bless you all & we know that Matthew is watching you all from above. The Csencsits Family -~www.csencsitsgirls.com~ Oct 15 2008 Thinking of you and your family today Matthew you are God's sweet angel and your parents everlasting love! Blessings to you all -Jamie Ward Oct 15 2008 Sweet Matthew, one year ago today, I awoke to the saddest news. Everyday, I wonder why you had to leave and why it had to be you and your family. I know that you are watching over Mommy, Daddy and Kaitlyn from your spot in heaven, but there is never a moment that I don't wish you were watching from here instead.
Love Always Little Angel, -Marilyn, Gavin and Alexis. Oct 15 2008 I, too, feel like it has been longer then a year since I read the news. My thoughts and prayers have been with you through out the year and more so today. -Ginger BHP/morganrose Oct 15 2008 Our thoughts and prayers will be with you today as you go through your memories and remember your son. What a sweet little boy you had. I still so remember. With love, -The Ekman Family Oct 15 2008 Our thoughts and prayers are with you today we pray that you feel God's warm embrass wrapped around you tighter then they've been.
Hugs -The Lowefamily Oct 15 2008 Dear Miller Family,
You are all in our thoughts and prayers today.
Love, The Armstrong Family -bhp/gracekatherine Oct 15 2008 I never know the rights words to write. We are thinking of you and your family today. We are lighting a candle at 7pm for October 15th, Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. Matthew, you are shining brightly!! -Lauren bhp/quinnalexa Oct 15 2008 MATTHEW
One year ago we received the news of your passing and we were in shock. Many moms rushed to hug their little ones tighter.
We come by often and watch your memories live on in Mommy, Daddy and Kaitlyn. One year later we are touched by their love for you and want you to know that whilst we never "met you" we think of you often.
Denise, Dustin and Kaitlyn, know that your family is in our thoughts and we pray that the Lord wraps you all just a little tighter in his love today and always.
Matthew, keep smiling over Mommy and Daddy and Kaitlyn and know that your BHP family misses seeing what a little number you would have been. -The Singh Family-/bhp/ahrenjudekarransingh Oct 15 2008 Dear Miller Family, I still recall the shock I felt when I went to your website one year ago, and the pain I felt for your family. I have been praying for you, and I hope that today can be a day of remembering the wonderful times with Matthew without too much sadness. Just remember that this life is but a vapor, and he has the perfect parent imaginable taking care of him at every moment in heaven...JESUS!!! Love to your family this morning, Abi Byrd www.babyhomepages.net/jebbie (our site is locked, I don't remember if you have the password!! If not, feel free to request the password through BHP!!!)
-Jon, Abi, Jebbie and Evelyn Byrd Oct 15 2008 MATTHEW TODAY A YEAR AGO WHEN I FOUND OUT OF YOUR PASSING MY HEART WAS SO SAD FOR YOUR MOMMY AND DADDY AND KAITLYN AND YOUR NANA & PAPA THEY WILL NOT KNOW HOW GREAT A LITTLE BOY CAN BE AND ALL BOY I KNOW THAT YOU WOULD BE. YOU ARE MISSED BY SO MANY FOLKS THAT NEVER GOT TO MEET YOU IN PERSON. BUT DON'T EVER FORGET THAT YOU ARE LOVED BY SO MANY. KEEP YOUR STAR SHINING BRIGHT FOR YOUR MOM AND DAD AND KATILYN. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. DENISE & DUSTY AND KAITLYN ARE ALWAYS IN MY PRAYERS. -WE LOVE YA'LL MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW AUNT LINDA AND UNCLE ERNEST Oct 15 2008 Miller Family,
Not a day goes by that we do not think of you and baby Matthew....
I am sure today will be a tough day for you but know that Matthew is with you and guiding you as he has this past year.. You have shown such grace and courage... You are truly an inspiration to us all.
-In Christ, The Wilson Family (wilsonj94) Oct 15 2008 Dear Little Matthew, today you, your Mommy, Daddy and Big Sister Kaitlyn are in our thoughts and prayers...we miss you and wish that you could be here for your family to hold. Be safe with Jesus and know that you will always be loved and missed. xoxox -Cousin Hope Marie, Cousin Beau Christopher, Aunt Stephanie and Uncle Craig Oct 15 2008 Miller Family....
I am sitting here remembering when I first met your family. A year has come and gone so quickly. I pray that you fill Gods loving hands around you tonight and tomorrow. There is never a day that goes by that we think of little Matthew! We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Sending lots of hugs, -Tina Wiggins and Family Oct 14 2008 Thinking of your family as always, and holding you all close in thought and prayer as you get through another tough day. Hope you feel all the love going out to you, and may Matthew find a special way to let you know he's still with you.
Please know that Matthew will never be forgotten... With love and prayers, Kristin
-bhp/schauers Oct 14 2008 Hi Matthew Jackson! I just wanted to stop by to say we are thinking about you as fall is here! May you be surrounded by beautiful colored leaves and the presence of god. -The Giuffre's Oct 11 2008 Hi Matthew. I wanted to stop by and wish you a happy 14 month birthday. I read your magazine story, and it brought tears to my eyes. Your time here was too short and you are missed so much everyday. Hugs and kisses in heaven angel. -- Marilyn and Alexis Oct 06 2008 Denise and family, You're little Matthew is sooo beautiful, and you're story is so touching. I'm sorry for your loss. I heard once that when a loved one dies, you lose them on earth, but gain an angel watching over you in heaven. Matthew was blessed to have such a wonderful mom while he was here. You're such a great mom, and the strongest woman I know. I'm so blessed that God brought you into our lives! You make the All-Stars a Great Team with your incredible support and devotion. Thinking of you and your family, with much love, Brenna and Braydon -Brenna and Braydon Ballestero Sep 15 2008 Denise, your story touched me dearly! No words can ever describe what you are feeling. Matthew knows what a great mommy he has! -Sending love, Stacey G. & kids xoxo Sep 10 2008 Hi, Matthew. I Love You and Miss You and think about you every single day.
-Auntie Jamie Sep 09 2008 Just stopping by to say hello and we think of Matthew all the time! His gravesite just shows how much his family and friends love and miss him. He is such a blessed little baby and I'm sure the Lord is enjoying his company right now.
Love, The Haynes Family -bhp/ejhaynes Sep 07 2008 Hello Matthew! Just wanted to let you know, we are thinking of you today. You are missed and loved more and more everday. -- Marilyn Sep 07 2008 You are missed so much each and every moment of each and every day. You are missed so much that our hearts physically hurt. We love you so very much and keep you a part of our lives every day. We miss you our Heavenly Angel -Mommy, Daddy and Big Sister Kaitlyn Aug 27 2008 It'll be three years tomorrow since we lost our little girl...I came on here today looking for strength...
It helped...thank you... -Ilda, www.babyhomepages.net/littlemissdifranco Aug 25 2008
